Public Control and CatDom
He’s lucky he said that to me in public. No, not lucky. Intentional. He knows that the likelyhood of me flipping my shit in public is almost nil. In the 16+ years we’ve known each other it’s...
View ArticleSigh
Grilling him over something last night he admitted that that other night when I thought I might have to go to the hospital because I was so upset and feeling unhealthy? He’d not been concerned and...
View ArticleTherapy and Not Much to Say
Not much to say, really. The past couple days have been going pretty much the same. Monday I went and talked to my therapist (well, he’s not really like a regular therapist to me… he’s the therapist I...
View ArticleAnother
More lying. Faking and lying and horribleness these past couple weeks, even beyond what I recognized. I’ve made a decision. Another one. I know I’m making the right decision, but it’s ripping my guts...
View ArticleOn a More Silly Angle
So, I’ve been talking to a few potential friends/subs online from CM and other places regarding my move to NYC these past few months. One that I chat with has a couple times sent me YIMs that were very...
View ArticleParting For Sure
Back a couple days ago when I said I’d made another decision regarding Chael? Well, it’s still raw but I can talk about it now: After the divorce we’re parting ways. He’s not getting any more...
View ArticleLawyer. Car. iTaboo
Today I go to the lawyer’s, pay my final payment on the divorce and give them the final copy of the signed decree. Then it’s a matter of waiting til the mandatory 60 day waiting period is up (that...
View ArticleLooking ahead and Chael falls into bad habits without me
Discussed the move pattern some more – he got his orders today so we can actually start with the clearing appointments to get out of here, transportation being a big important one for me. I’m doing a...
View ArticleDivorce and Moving Sooner
I found out my divorce finalization date: My birthday next month. Yeah… Negativity about today’s dealings and that over on my social blog. As he’s not my slave at all anymore and I don’t have...
View ArticleMove Update!
So, I went out and spent some great time with my leather family members Kodak and D-Day, while Kodak let me stay at her house. It was an exhausting but lovely time. I scoured the internet for...
View ArticleSilly Attack + P. Control Remix + Almost Empty Subway Car =
Miss Rumpus having a one-person dance party. Filed under: day in the life, Entertaining, other Tagged: BDSM, booty shaking, dace party, dance, dance remix, dancing, dominant, domination, dominatrix,...
View ArticleThings done, things not doing, things to read
Part of this is a copy from my social blog as it also fits here, parts of it are original to this entry. 1) Apartment is still not decorated but it is getting more and more organized. I know, you are...
View ArticleSubs, Curtains, Insomnia, Opera
So I’ve just been quietly enjoying life here lately, doing my regular appointments and improving the apartment. Reading books, making clips, enjoying tea and actually talking to some lovely folks...
View ArticleVisit with a sub last night
So, we ended up going to dinner as planned and it was nice. Food was good, chatting was good, all around good. He was sweet and paid. Before this, at meeting we said hello and hugged – which I’m...
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